If  Only

I would write a poem for you
filled will love and passion too
all the words I long to say
all the feelings that won't go away

I would write a song of love
about how you move me with every touch
about the emotions you create within me
about all the dreams I want you to see

I would  show you my inner soul
All of the longing and all of my goals
all of the things I wish just for us
all of the dreams we left in the dust

If only I had a moment with you

those are some of the things I would do
Spend every second and cherish our time
Hold you for ever and make you all mine

If only.....

If only I could

written By Katie Earl

8/21/2011

It has been a long time since I have written anything.... I am a little rusty.

I so enjoy writing poems and little songs about my life. They are just small little glimpses into who I am and what is going on in my world.

Maybe this is something I can start doing again!

I have been in a place that wasn't real good. Mentally I mean. I haven't been able to express myself.

 I guess you could say I was in a funk.... LOL

I had a hard time dealing with my emotions, and at times I was just plain over whelmed by life.

Then at other times it was as if someone had turned off a switch. I had a hard time feeling any emotions. I was cut off from my life.

But.... Now I am feeling good, and I am back into living and enjoying my life and everyone in it.

I will admit, I miss some of my family and friends.

It's like I lost a lot along the way. But maybe things will change and I can get back in touch with them and start living this wonderful life again!

I want to Live, Laugh and Love with ALL of my Heart and Soul!

Cherish every moment of every day! Because you never know, when things might change and trust me.... You DON'T want to miss a moment with those who mean the world to you!

So..... I guess I am back!

 Lets start enjoying this crazy life!